sodding dilemma.

well, the last post seems to work: I wish I could say the same of me. I am at a crossroads, professionally speaking, and feeling deeply frustrated. Partly, it's because of the time of year. It's exam season at the moment, and I find myself kicking my heels in the classroom because of the revision and practice stuff, but also because I'm spending the vast majority of my time right now organising the bloody things for my faculty. I'm responsible for the smooth passage, organisation, implementation and execution of students,er, exams, and I find it a colossally tedious process. Indeed, I find all the paperwork associated with my current job tedious (I'm also responsible for the Part time EFL programme and the smooth flow of data in the department - the latter is rather like being Hercules trying to wash through the Augean Stables with a slightly flabby hose). All of my work commitments effectively mean that I'm hamstrung when it comes to doing the study and research I really need to do in order to further my career, a situation I have begun to suspect my manager has actually engineered. And now she is off to pastures new, and everyone is expecting me to apply for her post. It's a job I could do, no problem: The difficulty lies in the fact that I don't have the qualifications I need, precisely because I've been too damn busy doing what I do. There is also the nagging fact that it's not really the pathway I want to go down. On the other hand, it is something I should strive for, simply because I need the extra cash; But do I need the extra grief?